January 2010
I get like this sometimes.
standverystill:
When I don’t know what to do with myself. I just want to throw out everything I own, until my room is just four white walls, a mattress, and a multitude of notebooks I’ll probably never get around to filling. I want to say, “fuck law school,” and cover myself in tattoos. When I get like this, I’ve been know to cut off all my hair, stop eating for a week. I want to turn off my...
onlinejournals:
“How long do you think you could go without saying anything outloud?” she asked.
“I don’t know. Not very long. Not very long at all. I could go for a long time without talking to anyone specifically, but I always talk to myself,” I said. “What about you?”
“I don’t know. I’m trying to decide,” she said and got out of my car. The interior light clicked on when the door opened....
onlinejournals:
You told me it looked like magic out with the snow in my eyelashes and dusting your hair. We sat in the car and you unloaded your feelings, and I felt so happy and so grateful that somebody finally trusted me, that somebody felt like I would understand. I wanted to cry. We talked for awhile and it wasn’t scary or stressful like talking normally is. It was nice and I realized I...
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i could sleep for days, but here is the problem: it’s monday and 3:47p.m. and i didn’t go to work because i was snowed in at my boyfriend’s house two hours away from my own, and i am not trying to complain but the snow drifts are six feet high, and “winter conditions exist” or, “the highways are closed.” And all we do now is talk about the red warning on...
“I thought I had never instantly loved a face more, and I also felt that I wanted...”
– Like the Red Panda (via quotewhore)
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14387.) I used to look forward to talking with you...
sweetdreamsetc:
blogsecret:
It’s what what got me out of bed in the morning, it helped scribble some colour into the otherwise depressing, grey monotony that is my life. But now, something seems to be overtaking you, stealing from me your attention and your heart and now I’m afraid to even call you for fear that you won’t pick up. I’m glad that you’re moving on with your life and continuing to...
01/14
noeyelids:
It will probably never stop raining and I am starting to tangle up again; anxiety full-force and I am procrastinating, I am sleeping in the afternoon, I am floating day to day with eyes half-open.
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The past few days
noeyelids:
have been resumes and job applications, a packed martini lounge, middle-aged women with shirts that don’t come down far enough, an itchy scalp, absence of showers, wine and white cheddar popcorn in Victoria, Casiotone for the Painfully Alone directly across from me in a church, rain, rain rain, incessant camera flashes, a flimsy umbrella, a dropped english class, waiting waiting...
mumford and sons - but my heart told my head
“Have you ever felt like your whole body was going to fall apart if you didn’t...”
– Quickies in New York - A Letter to my Professor (via dontplayitcool) (via unicornology)
“When you develop an infatuation for someone you always find a reason to believe...”
– The Beach | Alex Garland (via xfinch) (via insituthoughts) (via quote-book) (via nshikin) (via dontplayitcool) (via unicornology)
